FickleMinded

I can’t believed how an incident suddenly change my life in a short span of time.  A couple of days ago, all my post was about being positive, be happy, looking forward to a great year, then something happen and now I have a doubt if it is really possible to do that? I mean, yesterday when i received a call from my sister about my mom, I didn’t feel any urge at all eventhough she told me that my mom want to talk to me, she didn’t say why, so I just said, ok.  Then we talked, my mom sounds as usual on the phone although her message is quite different but I try my best to diversed our conversation to something else.  She inquire about how we were, about the boys, and everything, then she told me that she don’t know what’s gonna happen to her anymore, that’s she’s having problem remembering anything, I even heard my niece on the background joking around that lola didn’t know her birthday anymore. She told me that everything now is up to us. Then my sister told me that my mom is not doing good , that she’s so weak that even talking makes him tired.  I was up all night last night chatting with them monitoring how’s my mom doing.  My sister told me that after we talked on the phone, my mom was keep asking them if I’m already home.  It’s funny how my mom’s memory,eventhough she already forgot almost everything including her own birthday, but she never forget any of us, I guess it’s her heart that remember us all not just her brain.Her memory might declined but I know that her love for us will never will. . .

I have to stop now and I will post more later. . .